Sorry that mommy and daddy sometimes aren’t in the mood to be mommy and daddy
Today daddy was saying how sad he felt when he realized that his life would always be on the go, and gone were the days when he could spend a weekend and relax. This made mommy very anxious and maybe upset because; 1. This made me feel like it was my fault 2. Because I don’t have that luxury of slowing down and relaxing anymore as well, even if it was the weekend or weekday. So I felt daddy’s “sadness” shouldn’t be as bad as how mommy should feel. Nevertheless, those were daddy’s feelings and they were valid. And I could not shake it off that it was my fault, Even though I know it was not, he being negative and down all day affected me so much, and that was more of why I was so upset. I had to take you out of the house to get some sun and air, drove by Tim Hortons for donuts and had a quick picnic at the park. I hope you remember the nice things we did, though I doubt you will. It was a nice afternoon, you were so cute you were walking and I didn’t realize you left behind your oth...